your mother wants my pinga

ha yes.

2006-08-26T17:49:22Z

so it has been well over a yearr since the last time that i posted something in this thing. i cant exactly put my finger on what made me want to post in this again. i just have a lot of things going on in my life and i figured what better a way to talk about it than via livejournal. im still going strong with kate. everything is great. she is fantastic. i love her with my whole heart.
i currently am working for apple computer. i am starting out as a mac specialist. i am really excited. im finding out when the store is supposed to open today. im excited. it should be a fun experience. i also am starting school soon as well. so that should also be a good time.
due to the fact that i dont really have too much time to post right now, i'll leave it at that. maybe i'll update again later in more detail or i just might wait another year. we'll just have to see.

justin

mhm

2005-06-22T17:27:08Z

so it has been an extremely long time. wow. well. hey guys. shits good. shit is amazing. i have this girlfriend that is absolutely perfect for me. oh kate the great. she makes me damn happy. the topsiders just finished our cd and is coming out soon. shit is good. im going to maryland soon. i cant wait. like next week. i havent seen any of my family in over a year. im so excited.

blah blah. i gotta go to work.

justin

wow

2004-11-05T23:33:34Z

so it's been quite a while since my last update. damn. shit has been going down. school is ok... i've had alittle bit of trouble but its nothing i cant fix. :) ebola sunrise is getting really good and we have a show at the downtown on february 1st. :) the topsiders have been doing really well. we also have a show at the downtown on december 14th. these are very big shows and are very important for me. so.. ashley. yea. she kissed me. i am extremely happy about that. i cant even express how happy i am. i've wanted that for a very long time. i forgot about the amazing part of love. :) <3. so anyways. i am at randys house... we are just hanging out. but other than that.. im gonna go. ttyl.

cheers
justin

werd

2004-09-16T14:50:40Z

so school started.. its pretty decent.. i am in a anew band that i sing/ play guitar in. we're called the topsiders.. like the shoe. its alot of fun. we played the waldbaums show and it was unbelieveble. im getting ready to go record. then im hanging out with ashley :). well yea, andy is here now so i must go.. ttyl.

cheers!
justin

wow

2004-07-21T15:30:45Z

so lately my life is boring.. i need a job very badly. last night i went to johns house and took new myspace pictures because i cut my hair. lol. walked around...ray and carlos picked me up so we drove around for a bit and i criticized rays every driving flaw...even though i dont have any type of lisence. so yea...im hoping to have something to do today.

cheeerrs!
justin

hello

2004-07-11T21:26:08Z

so yea.. good times...lets make a list..

-ashley doesn't want me
-my great-grandma probably isn't going to make it through this weekend
-my friend travis died yesterday
-my mom and i dont get along for shit especially now because my dad is in florida.

yea...this is a good time.

oh mr. boyd

2004-06-22T11:51:51Z

so last night i made a trip up to west babylon to meet brandon boyd. the guy is like my idol and i love his band so i thought it would be appropriate for me to meet him. the signing was supposed to begin at 7:00pm. which started about 15 minutes late because brandon arrived at exactly 7:00. me, joe, and liz waited outside of the store for about 3 hours on this tremendous line. i also had to buy the book that he put out in order to get an autograph. so $32.69 and 3 hours to talk to him for 30 seconds was worth it. definitely. there were two lines outside. they would call in about 10 from each side at a time. i was the 10th one from my side. which means i got separated from joe and liz. so i walk in the store, take a look to my right and there he is. it was really unreal. i was like..shit hes right there. 5 minutes later, joe and liz came in. i was getting up to the table and gave the camera to one of the guys that worked there so he could take a picture of brandon and i talking. so i walk up, hand him my book, shake his hand and introduce myself. here, i remember the dialog. (kinda pathetic but it made me very happy)

brandon- "hey man how are you doing?"
me- "im doing swell. my names justin. it's really very nice to meet you."
brandon- "well its great to meet you too man."
me- "well, while i have the 30 seconds that i have to talk to you, i should tell you what i need to tell you. you are my idol and i respect and deeply appreciate everything that you do and are."
brandon- "right on man. thank you so much. really."
me- "also i sing in an incubus tribute band and that guy right there ( i point at joe) spins the turntables in the same band."
brandon- "wow, right on. thats awesome dude."
me- "here is a song request from me to you. i love you man, ill see you saturday. it was nice meeting you."
brandon- "love you too man, ill see you then."

so that was my really crammed 30 second chat with brandon. it was really cool. really reeally neat.

brokenstrings87 @ 2004-06-12T15:33:00

2004-06-12T19:36:01Z

yea so i really dont know what to do...i wwas drunk last night in front of her and that was embarrassing because im a complete idiot when im drunk. but i sobered up after a while...kate brought me home at like 2....i got the best sleep of my life..only because i was so unbelievebly tired...i was really excited to go home and sleep in my nice comfy bed...it was nice..i tried calling ashley before. she isnt home..i probably freaked her out last night or something. i dont have anything to do today or this evening...i really wish that was different. oh well..

brokenstrings87 @ 2004-06-09T11:56:00

2004-06-09T16:04:44Z

illin in santiagos room listening to hoobastank because he likes them so yea....its that time of year again when everything gets very hectic with school and regents and shit. 3 regents to take this year...one in particular im stressing about...global. yea.. i need to pass it or i graduate another year late. yea, another one. im already graduating late. so im studying my ass off and get as prepared as i can..i need to call best buy and schedule an interview so ill have a job. i need money this summer. especially because i need a car and such. i need to make some serious rennovations to my drum set as well.. like..all new skins, al new hardware and cymbols. expensive shit. ill be hopefully playing alot of shows this summer. the one on the 30th is gonna be here very soon. it will be a good one though. tripside,dice,dec84,thekooks,humanmagikmarker,alessonbeforedying and a few more...

one prohibited life broke up...which is bullshit. we were getting good too..i send out the best of luck to all three of them.

human magik marker is going to be playing the last incubus tribute show on the 30th. we have some good original shit that we're gonna bust out with. hope y'all like it. :) yea...

there is this girl...shes great...

thats all for now...but you all know i wont update for a while because i normally dont update that much..

cheers y'all!
justin

brokenstrings87 @ 2004-05-28T23:30:00

2004-05-29T03:30:49Z

WOMP

ATTENTION

2004-05-28T12:45:08Z

THE SHOW NOW NEEDS A NEW VENUE! THE SHOW IS JUNE 30TH! WE NEED LOTS OF SPACE! IF YOU KNOW ANYTHING THAT COULD HELP OUT PLEASE CONTACT ME ASAP! SOMETHINGDESIRE...765-9327...JUSTINES42587@HOTMAIL.COM! PLEASE HELP!

womp

2004-05-26T23:54:43Z

so yea...i've been pretty busy lately...but what high school student isn't busy this time of year? so im just trying to get as much work done as i can...studying has been a big thing too. hah. im hoping that the summer will be good. next year ill be a junior. yea. could have been a senior but oh well. been talking to ashley alot lately. she's really cool. she coming to cali with me. hah. all i know is that im not going to california to live there by myself. so i need to bring someone. i need to order a warped tour ticket. but i need someone to order it for me and ill give whoever it is the money. womp. incubus concert is a month from today. im excited.

Pantomime

2004-05-20T15:07:22Z

In my fantasy I’m a pantomime
I’ll just move my hands and everyone sees what I mean
Words are too messy
And it’s way past time
To end in my mouth

Paint my face white and tried
To reinvent the sea
One wave at a time
Speak without my voice and see the world by candlelight

I ain’t afraid to let it out
I’m not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy no such thing as time
Minutes bleed into days
Avant garde
Show me your heresies
And I’ll show you mine
We only speak in pantomimes on this carpet ride

I ain’t afraid to let it out
I’m not afraid to take that fall
But I have found beyond all doubt
We say more by saying nothing at all

In my fantasy you look good entwined
In my hair and skin and spit and sweat and spilled red wine
You’re my deep secret
I’m your pantomime
I’ll just move my hands
I promise you’ll see what I mean

brokenstrings87 @ 2004-05-09T19:31:00

2004-05-09T23:35:08Z

it been a while since i last updated. life is currently good. i'm doing my best and trying to get through in school, im in two good bands, and i have an amazing, beautiful girlfriend. maryland was a long trip...two days longer than it originally was going to be. but oh well. im home now. but yea.. life is good.. oh and..the texas chainsaw massacre sucked ass.

so yea

2004-04-26T13:11:28Z

yesterday was my birthday...it was nice. i did some shopping...good times at the mall with mom and emily. came home, ate some dinner and did the cake thing...everyone made me cry again this year. damn them. lol. but overall, it was a good day. tehe.

show

2004-04-16T15:25:15Z

so the show is finally set up and is about ready to go...just a few things that need to be done.. we need a stage...and we just need to get lots of food.

June 30th
opening up at 12
$5 per person.
natasha's greenhouse field in mattituck.

Tripside
Dice
Dec 84
One Prohibited Life
Another Band
Human Magik Marker
A Lesson Before Dying
Cancer of Society
Halliday Experiment

We will be handing out and putting up flyers as well as selling tickets.

oh yea

2004-04-04T17:04:45Z

so on june 26th, im going to see incubus at nassau coliseum. i cannot fucking wait. their set will be so much better than lollapalooza. i know it. it could be because they played 14 songs at lollapalooza and they'll probably playu like 20 to 22 songs at nassau. ah, it will be amazing.. mommy ordered our tickets yesterday. oh man im so excited.

brokenstrings87 @ 2004-04-04T13:02:00

2004-04-04T17:02:28Z

i love rediculous stupid people.

so here i am

2004-04-02T13:47:23Z

im sitting in xp right now... no teacher so i get to do whatever i want. so i decided to do something that i havent done in a very long time. yea. so today, my class is leaving for europe. im not going. im poor. lol. whatevs. dont really care all that much though ill probably cry when they leave later. yesterday was funny because i went to dans house because i thought we had band practice and i found dan in bed because he was sick. we didnt have band practice. so we chilled, played video games, smoked, and ate pizza hut. good times. today, emily is coming over and then we are going to mattituck. emily is amazing. yes yes she is. but yea so we are doing a big show in mattituck on june 30th. we're doing it at paulies house because he has a half pipe and a pool in his backyard. its going to be an all day festival type thing. here are some details..

Skate and Swim Fest.
doors open at 12:30 p.m.
show starts at 1:00 p.m.

bands ( *-not definite)
On the Might of Princes*
Tripside
Backup Plan*
Dec 84
Dice*
One Prohibited Life
Human Magik Marker
Evolve

more details will be posted

cheers y'all!
justin

Made for a TV Movie

2004-03-19T23:53:58Z

I heard a word from 'on high'
Glare like a light in the sky
It said, "quit blowing each other up"

Voicing so crystaline clear
Some thing's unclean in your ear
When only blood will fill your cup

Hello
I'm trying to focus, but my eyes decieve me
Focus
I'm witnessing history...repeating

It fell like a tear from my eye
Flying machine so up high
Well, there goes the neighborhood

A scene set to singe innocence
Upheave, unhinge, and pit against
Like every made for TV movie should

Hello
I'm trying to focus, but my eyes decieve me
Focus
I'm witnessing history...repeating

Focus. Focus. Focus. Focus.
Focus. Focus! Focus!! Focus!!!
(I can see now)

We are, we know, we see, we think for you!
The who, the what, the when, the where, the why!
We build your young, we built you too, we see you all!

Hello
I'm trying to focus, but my eyes decieve me
Focus
I'm witnessing history...repeating

so yea

2004-03-15T14:08:31Z

life is good at the moment i would say.. other than the fact of school being shitty... emily is great...shes just amazing..xwaitingxforxherxtoxbreakxupxwithxherxboyfriendxcorex...yea.. but it's gonna be great... im having alittle hang over..im def still feelin it... not drinking on an empty stomach again. i got to jam with johnny, will, and joe on saturday..amanda came with me. i was so happy because we hadnt jammed in a long time.. we are playing the southold talent show.. should be amazing. cant wait.. so im gonna get back to work....

cheers y'all!
justin

brokenstrings87 @ 2004-03-05T11:28:00

2004-03-05T16:28:46Z

havent updated in a while....been kinda busy..tonight is military ball...im going with emily bridgen..should be a good time.. playing at the downtown next week. should be fun..

werd

2004-02-23T14:13:18Z

what a week what a week... thursday, i went to dans house and slept over.. we were supposed to have laura and amanda sleep over too but they couldnt get a ride...we ended up just watching stupid videos on ebaumsworld.com until like 2 in the morning. friday, laura and amanda came out. we met them and kj and randu at rudys..played some pool..kicked ass..lol went back to dans and we jammed...later on found out that im the drummer of one prohibited life.. cool... amanda had to leave so dan, randu, caroline, kj and i walked her to waldbaums so her dad could pick her up..we left laura at the house so we wouldnt have to sneak her back into the house.... on the way back, randu and dan stole a light from the boat place and then we ran. ha...good times.. then we had to drop it because there was a cop sitting right where we needed to cross the north road which was pointless because he didnt even look at us. we watched LEON. sick ass movie. soo good. then we crawled into bed around 2:30, 3 ish....realized at about 4 that it was going to take effort to fall asleep... we got caught because dans little sister came upstairs and saw laura sleeping and told dans dad. when he came up...laura ran into the bathroom...dans mom didnt really care. lol.... saturday night, kj, dan, and myself went to see eurotrip....awesome. soo good.. dan and randu slept at my house... we ate pasta and went to sleep...good shit..yesterday, randu left early for work and dan and i hung out with aly and julie...christine and tim stopped by for a while then tim brought dan and i home at 5...dans ride didnt show up so right now, he is sleeping on the couch in my bedroom while he should be at school.. ha... great week.

leech.

2004-02-21T06:42:17Z

Does it make you indie?
Does it make you proud?
To talk the world into a paper bag
Spotty stain of "I'm ok, you're not ok"
Yes, men too could be on the rag

I'm in over my head, I need a pick-me-up
Its easy to get high when you're standing on our backs, man
Will anything ever be good enough for you?
Stand on your own, hold your water if you can

The ride's over. Did you enjoy yourself?
The ride's over. Fairing well?
The ride's over. Did you enjoy yourself?
The ride's over. Fairing well?
Not on my time

It isn't fair to mention, but it awes the crowd
Your fictional, plastic alibis'
So take another hit, steal another line
Did you ever meet a leech who was good at goodbyes?

When you were down i always picked you up
Why didn't I recognize that everything was never fine?
I'm kicking myself that i shared spit with you
So fuck yourself
And fuck this bleeding heart of mine

The ride's over. Did you enjoy yourself?
The ride's over. Fairing well?
The ride's over. Did you enjoy yourself?
The ride's over. Fairing well?
Not on my time

When you were down i always picked you up
Why didn't I recognize that everything was never fine?
I'm kicking myself that i shared spit with you
So fuck yourself
And fuck this bleeding heart of mine

The ride's over. Did you enjoy yourself?
The ride's over. Fairing well?
The ride's over. Did you enjoy yourself?
The ride's over. Fairing well?
Not on my time

The ride's over

brokenstrings87 @ 2004-02-21T01:30:00

2004-02-21T06:35:08Z

so im illin' here with dan, kj, randu, and laura....amanda is coming out tomorrow again
yay.

.. one prohibited life is not done...